I just lost a friend...

I just lost a very good college friend two days ago to cancer and I'm grieving... There's really an emptiness in my heart right now and no matter how busy or preoccupied I am, there's an indescribable sadness that the tears just flow spontaneously. I never even had the chance to see her and let her know how much I treasure our friendship. I never got the chance to say good-bye... All I can do now is to ask God to tell my dear friend Gaye that I'll miss her forever and that I'm sorry for not being with her through all the pain and sufferings. Lord, tell Gaye that she is such a sweet soul and I love her truly. I will never forget our fun college days when she used to call me "ba-mas" for "babaeng maskulado" or our sleepovers and late movies. Lord, bless my friend Gaye and please embrace her for me. Love you, my dear friend.